Sigh

Deep sigh. That’s about all I’ve got right now. That’s my complete arsenal.

Seems like in every facet of my life I’m letting down the other people involved. I’ve tried cutting back on anything that I personally wanted.  And nowhere has anyone else appreciated me more for it. In some cases they appreciate me less.

The only time I’m actually doing what I want any more is that I’m getting 8 hours of sleep. And even that comes at the cost of my wife’s sanity because this baby won’t stay asleep.

I don’t watch the baby enough. I don’t get enough work done. My friends never see me. And all I can pull together is this shitty blog post.

Sigh.